You have a consistent pattern.

I’ve learned not to be disappointed anymore.

...but she feels so clean. Well she craves affection, so I use protection, and I know she loves me. She loves everybody.
3:32 AM

My eyes are deceiving me as my senses are filled with hallucinations and promises of an altered reality.  I am exhausted beyond capacity and now I will finally give myself what I promised.

A good night’s rest.

Movies and Dreaming.

I fell asleep with a horror movie playing in the background.  I knew I was dreaming as I heard the dialogue sync up with the images flashing through my mind.  My imagination wanted to take me down a darker route tonight… and I tried to stop it as best as I could in such a vulnerable state.

I tried to tell my dream that it wasn’t scary… it was puppies and butterflies.

My directions were left unheeded by my own mind… and I could not get away from the man chasing me.  I began to panic.  It had been awhile since I’ve had a dream that terrified me… and I could feel every inch of the knife he wielded cutting into my arm.  I shouted to myself and to him to wake up.

And as the horrors began to fade, I found the pain on my arm becoming reality.

My entire body felt paralyzed and I could not open my eyes.  The movie still played in the background, and my arm was in agony.  I screamed at my arm to move, and when the spell was broken… the pain disappeared.

I’ve always fallen asleep to horror movies, but this was the first time it terrorized my dreams.

eletheowl: ieatcatlitter: sarahbeara: matthewgallaway: archnoble: telegraph: The female cat covered in duct tape from head to toe which was dumped in a yard in the Rhawnhurst section of Philadelphia. Sometimes I really hate u, human race. Sad ending to a sad night.  If I found this kitty, I’d spend hours everyday for as long as necessary gently cutting away the tape with safety scissors until she could freely dart about my house and lazily sleep on the couch cushions.  And while I already have plenty of pets, she would make her home with me so she never had to experience anything like this ever again. I hate human beings. It really upsets me when things like this happen. If I could find the fuckers that did this, I’d do more than just duct tape their entire naked bodies, I’d leave them in the city streets to deal with their humiliation and to be beaten.

eletheowl:

ieatcatlitter:

sarahbeara:

matthewgallaway:

archnoble:

telegraph:

The female cat covered in duct tape from head to toe which was dumped in a yard in the Rhawnhurst section of Philadelphia.

Sometimes I really hate u, human race.

Sad ending to a sad night.  If I found this kitty, I’d spend hours everyday for as long as necessary gently cutting away the tape with safety scissors until she could freely dart about my house and lazily sleep on the couch cushions.  And while I already have plenty of pets, she would make her home with me so she never had to experience anything like this ever again.

I hate human beings.

It really upsets me when things like this happen.

If I could find the fuckers that did this, I’d do more than just duct tape their entire naked bodies, I’d leave them in the city streets to deal with their humiliation and to be beaten.

This morning...

I woke up on Lindsay’s couch and the first thing that was running through my head was…

Wake up in the morning feelin’ like P. Diddy

and I went as far as to sing the song as I stretched and woke up with my best friend on the other couch.

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